September 2012
0 posts
explaining jealousy
A feeling of sickness and dread crawl over me
I was lead to believe in modesty
but ego and arrogance only show
that I haven’t had time to grow
Instead I’m as petulant as you’ve always seen me
This narcissism fluctuates making me angry
at the ignorance I’m quick to see
in peers, friends, and relatives
Subjective vs. Objective
Fuck you, fuck me?
But from the collective I’m not so straight
but bents and crooked
I’m being selfish for all to see
and lacking any sense of urgency.
-28/08/12
Jealousy is not always disease or obsession. It is fear of losing, is careful, is protection.
August 2012
39 posts
reblog if you'd like 3 messages from a curious anon.
Sorry for being inactive guise.
I’ll start posting more shit tomorrow